It is not the best feeling to wake up knowing that no one around you cares whether or not you exist; and instead they are talking behind your back.

"Have you ever been in Love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable"
These are the lines by Neil Gaiman.

Hating people is easy. One doesn't have to depend upon anyone to hate them.

As they say, love is blind; It is not blind really. It is more like visually impaired with highly selective memory. It tends to see only what it wants and remembers what it wants. You tend to see only the positive aspects of the subject and ignore others. It ends up being a positive feedback loop.

What is worse is that as soon as you fall, desire is unavoidable. Desire of things that are obviously stupid to others.